ADRENALINE

There are certain things I want to talk about,

Before midnight I stroll across my terrace and the night coming from the

street lamps fall over me,

I just wish for a second that it doesn't draw my shadow to make me realize that I am alive and walking on this planet again,

I see a homeless guy beneath the street light staring at the sky,

I wonder what might be the dreams he used to have when he was a kid and want to hear about his story of befriending the sky when the stars refused to fulfill his dreams,

All of a sudden eyes meet and at that moment,

I wish if I could just pull out a revolver and blow out my brain,

My phone chimes and its a call from a guy asking me if I want a bank loan, I cut off the call and it strikes me the amount of "No's" he has to hear from pissed off customers like me;

Does he also feel like dying at times ?

But then he gave it a second and his family crossed his mind and he dials a number just near to another number in contact list,

People say that in life you should cling to those little things,

the thought of death hovers over your mind ?

When society labels someone good or bad,

Why doesn't anybody hear the story of bad guy ?

To all the people who did stupid mistakes at some point of life,

Can you tell me how to live without regretting them for the rest of your life ?